Anonymous: THIS IS SO FUNNY ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW YOU REALLY CANNOT EVER SEE THESE THINGS COMING, WE'RE ALWAYS LIKE "I'm never gonna have any kinda romantic interest bc i just cannot see how it would happen" AS IF IT'S THIS METHODICAL THING AND THEN IT JUST HAPPENS SO FAST LMAO. btw does he have an accent, or does he just sound american now? 

oh he has an accent lmao kinda strong. Sometimes I have to ask him to repeat stuff LMAO 

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Anonymous: ok yeah im the exact same way like im experiencing that right now and everyone is like "are you okay" and i feel bad saying this but im like yeah im fine! and i haven't cried but it doesn't mean im not sad about it because i am!! but i feel like people expect you to cry and outwardly show your sorrow but im not like that 

That’s such a hard way to be man!!!!!!!!! Like people like us idk people just ain’t get us. You and I just experience things differently I think and it makes other people confused.

The way I have always and will continue to deal with truly crippling shit is to like…turn it into a joke….not everyone appreciates that for reason you can imagine haha

so I’ve never been the ~crying hysterically~ girl I’ve always been the…in the back of the wake eating macaroni and cheese and avoiding talking to anyone so I don’t start makin jokes with a coffin 40 feet away girl LMAO…

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Anonymous: have u ever had to deal w/ death of a family member or close friend? idk how to deal with it i feel weird because everyones so depressed and im obviously upset too but i feel weird for smiling or laughing around them idk. how do u deal w/ dis 

When I was a kid my mom’s best friend killed herself and since I was like 10/11 the entire thing just made me uncomfortable to be honest with you. Expressions of emotion when I was a kid were like taboo to me lmao…like when the fam would watch a movie and everyone would cry I wouldn’t get it and it would make me soo uncomfortable idk why i was like that haha. But anyway my mom was so mad at me bc I wasn’t crying or anything and never acted like it even bothered me 

the point is everyone grieves in their own way it’s not always you know crying and screaming and asking god why haha sometimes it’s internalized and sometimes it’s quiet 

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Anonymous: sometimes i wonder if you realize how intelligent you are... in all seriousness. 

THANK YOU……………………………………………..THIS IS VERY NICE OF YOU!!!!!!! 

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Anonymous: IS HE CUTE MADELINE AND IS HE NICE, ANSWER BOTH NOW. 

LMAO HE IS BUT HE HAS LONG HAIR WHICH WAS ALWAYS A NONO FOR ME 
AND HE IS REALLY NICE 
HE’D NEVER SEEN A RAINBOW BEFORE APPARENTLY AND I TOLD HIM THERE WAS ONE ON THE DRIVE HOME AND I SENT HIM A PIC 
THIS IS SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M DLEETING 

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Anonymous: wait sorry what is the "correct lyrics to sparks fly anon" thing lol 

well in the dark days when all we had was the live version of Sparks Fly we collectively as a fandom for some reason accepted the lyrics to the bridge were “I’ve love to hate it but you make it like a fireworks show” lmao 
like it’s nonsense now but we REALLY thought that was it 
and then some anon showed up and was like “actually I think it’s ‘I’m captivated by you baby..” 
and we were like FUCK THAT MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE BUT IS IT REAL?!?! AND THEN TI WAS LMAO 

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Anonymous: i thought the secret code for red was the "pro love" thing, on the page where she has her hands on her hips, and the "pro" in prologue is underlined and italic for no reason, and then "love" on the next page is italic and underlined for no reason, and people meant to take it as a gay supportive thing? 

I GUESS THAT COULD BE 

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Anonymous: i revel in the anonymity of being the correct lyrics to sparks fly anon i feel like i've left a legacy for the fandom or something idk but i get such a joy whenever you mention it hahaha 

OMFG IT WAS SO AMAZING LMAO ALL THOSE YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT BLEW MY MIND LMAO “I’M CAPTIVATED BY YOU BABY LIKE A FIREWORKS SHOW” I WAS LIKE WTF………….COULD IT BE?!?! THEN THE ALBUM CAME OUT AND WE WERE LIKE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Anonymous: What is the other message in Red we don't know? 

Haha I don’t know!! We ain’t know!!
I was just telling someone else I thought it was the underlined words at first but that came out jibberish no matter how I did it 
then I was like well maybe every thirteenth word??? I mean whatever it is it has to be something deeply embedded in there 

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Anonymous: could you recommend some books about feminism because frankly these white feminists are getting v irritating and i need enlightenment 

Bell Hooks and Audre Lorde are the two authors you need to turn to in these times lmao I’d start with Hook’s Feminism is For Everybody (which is what I tell EVERYONE bc that is the BEST intro book for feminism…it’s light, easy to read, and just……THE BSET LMAO) 

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Anonymous: When do we usually find out about promo singles? Like I don't even remember when I found out begin again was coming out it just appeared 

Pretty late tbh. Let me do a lil google search 
the first article about Speak Now pre-release’s came to us on Sept. 27th, so less than a month before the album 
the first one about Red pre-releases was like 3 days before Begin Again 
idk if we hear no pre-release news by the end of this week i’s RIP I’d reckon 

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Anonymous: I heard she's been scouring social media for months so surely she knows about you and how you're like one of the most dedicated and well known tumblr fans and surely you'll get to go to a secret session. I believe I'm this!!!!! 

omfg…….don’t put false hope into my heart DON’T!!! I CAN’T DO THIS LMAO I CANNOT DO THIS, THIS IS LIKE THE FIRST TIME I’VE EVER HAD A REAL, CONCRETE CHANCE AT MEETING TAYLOR AND IDK I AM NOT HANDLING IT VERY WELL I NGOIAREJGOIRJGREOI 

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Anonymous: Will we get a single tomorrow? I need one! 

I don’t think anytime this week!! 

Anonymous: whenever you're offline for like a long period of time now I'm like yeah madeline got invited to a secret session and she can't contain herself if she logs on. BUT ON THE OTHER HAND i think a lot of people would want to donate to the cause if it does happen but obviously its top secret and you can't say you were invited so like this is maybe weird but if it does happen are you just gonna set up a paypal and post it with no explanation?? no one deserves it more tbh 

HAHA IF ONLY………….yeah see I been thinkin about this and idk what the fuck I’d do as is I only have about 200 dollars to my name rn and I’m just making the executive decision that even if by some miracle of miracles I got invited to something even IF that happened it would be in fuckin NY or Rhode Island let’s not play around here it ain’t gonna be anywhere NEAR me and 200 dollars ain’t enough to get me across the country and back I’m sure my parents would help but idk how much they CAN help lmao maybe my grandparents???????? I mean I just think about this literally constantly bc the only thing wrose to me than not getting invited at all is gettin invited and then havin to turn it down bc I can’t afford it…I’d find a way….I’D FIND A WAY….I’D SELL MY BODY ON THE STREETS 

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Anonymous: Did your knives ever come in?! 

YEAH I GOT MY DAMN KNIVES BUT I PUT TOO MANY HOLES IN MY WALL (EVEN AFTER PUTTING CARDBOARD BEHIND THE TARGET) SO MY DAD HAS BANNED ME FROM THROWING THEM TILL WE FIND A BETTER PLACE LMAO 

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